In this awareness the shallow ‘you’ disappear. One has to completely disappear for Reiki to be. The mind ceases, Reiki takes over. It is just the attunement doe the trick. In other words, the presence of Reiki and its descent on you is happening through His grace but only when all the efforts and seeking are dropped, the search has stopped, all the desires have then gone at the receptive stage of the mighty power Reiki. At the time of initiation, it totally inundates you. In that depth, you are not even aware of your existence.
Your own emptiness and the ignition of initiation makes Reiki descend on you. The dancing Reiki symbols enter your crown. Every cell receives it. There is a diving melody. It is a totally oneness of the two energies. You are the life force and the great life force Reiki. This is real science. You remain in the attitude of letting go, utterly relaxed. Reiki has penetrated your being. You find your desires evaporated. The mind is noiseless. Silence dawns. Attachment takes leave of you. You are overwhelmed. When Reiki has totally penetrated you, you cannot feel the touch of your body. Your heart is now universal.